its me. just me. hurm.

assalamualaikum..

hye there.. hows life? :)

ape yg nk disampaikan hari ny just simple things bout myself.

hurmm cane nak mule eyh?

camny lah..

NURUL FARAHANA NAJWA BINTI RAFIZI

k, inilah saya.. n ini lah name yg diberi oleh mak babah kesayangan..

yang mmbawa maksud, cahaya yang gembira membisikkan..

persoalannya, GEMBIRA ke?

if u look me from the outside.

yes, im a happy person.

n i admit, i like to smile, to laugh, n also makes other people laugh.

everybody that don't know me will absolutely thinks like.. 

"ee, gediknye dye ny."

or

"apahal ntah minah ny?"

n what i think is

"biarlah, korunk bknnye knal aq. try to know me then u know the true colours of me. okay dear?"

so, the conclusion is

"try not to judge a book by its cover"

thats the first thing.

other thing is..

when i lie alone on my bed..

i start thinking..

am i happy being like this..

sometimes i feel like..

all that i did..i had done..its all fake.

why ha?

then, i starts thinking..

am i being MYSELF all of this time?

hurm, i dont know.

seriously.

what i feel is.

sejak beberapa minggu ny. im somebody else.

not me. not even me.

thats what i feel lah.

other people feel i dont know.

guys, i tried my best to be myself again.

but something is like blocking me to be like that again.

why ha? why??

so, in this not post, i just want to say.

"SO SORRY TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT TERASE HATI AT ME UTK BEBERAPA MINGGU NY. TAK BERNIAT SBENARNYE. MUNGKIN TERSALAH KATE. BUT, AS ALL OF US KNOW. KITA MANUSIA MMG TAK PERNAH LARI DARI KESILAPAN. SO, FORGIVE ME. OUR FRIENDSHIP IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME. SERIOUSLY N SINCERELY, I NEVER WANNA LOSE ALL OF U. N ALSO, MUHD AMSYAR RAMLI. SORRY FOR ALL MY MISTAKES."

Truely,

Nurul Farahana Najwa bt Rafizi.

:)